It wasn't the happiest of nights, admittedly. My personal demons can get overwhelming, and when that happens - it's rough on me.
sometimes / I think I’m empty / I think I’m hollow / I keep looking for things I don’t understand / it’s a lack / a loss? / did I lose part of myself a long time ago? / I don’t know anymore / you know, someone said this to me / he said that for someone so smart / I said I don’t know a lot / I was 18 / he was 20 / I didn’t know any better / and he threw me across the room / something cracked that day, it wasn’t just my spine / something broke inside me, maybe / I don’t know, but / I know that something inside ached for something more / almost like / I want to demand the happy ending / but the world doesn’t owe me anything / and I know this / I know this / I keep trying to remind myself of this / but somehow / I keep hoping / I keep getting disappointed / I keep breaking
sometimes / I think I’m empty / I think I’m hollow / I keep looking for things I don’t understand / it’s a lack / a loss? / did I lose part of myself a long time ago? / I don’t know anymore / you know, someone said this to me / he said that for someone so smart / I said I don’t know a lot / I was 18 / he was 20 / I didn’t know any better / and he threw me across the room / something cracked that day, it wasn’t just my spine / something broke inside me, maybe / I don’t know, but / I know that something inside ached for something more / almost like / I want to demand the happy ending / but the world doesn’t owe me anything / and I know this / I know this / I keep trying to remind myself of this / but somehow / I keep hoping / I keep getting disappointed / I keep breaking